having a new boyfriend is still an interesting thing in my life now. In
this almost three two months we keep observing, our different languages,
different thoughts, different way to say thank you, different expression
to tell 'I'm mad.' and much more."
After long break, finally here is my first exhibition in this year,the exhibition held by www.microbo.net ,from the language i guess it is Italian :D
This is my first digital exhibition, the artwork must be made in A4 paper, folded like example, all technics allowed. for this project i made a little art book, it was an old story that i made when i still in college. I give it the tittle "A Little Girl , Pigeon And Pine Tree". Why must pine tree? you know, I had this kinda chemistry with this tree, i like it a lot and most of my mixed media artwork done in pine wood media. so klik here and visit the gallery of microbo.net they have many good artworks there from many country :)
Kali ini sy mau ngepost lagu lagi, berhubung sekarang tgl 1 November, akankah sy ngepost lagu November Rain? no no no, tapi satu lagu yg akhirnya bisa dilihat live dibawain akustik sama sang idola, ditonton bersama teman - teman kesayangan. Kemarin sih liatnya, sayang satu lagu favorit kelewat, tapi ya sudah lah.. nu geus mah geus.. nih check it out Perfect Hard Love by Munthe :')
oiya November datang, bentar lagi si romet ulang tahun nih :D
"'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"."
Oh yes, there's no comfort for being a waiter. and my question is exactly same with the next lyric
"so who's going to watch you die?"
"No more of this living dying Just scientific analyzing Forgive us, oh life The sin of Death, oh baby You know that dying is fine but maybe I wouldn't like death if death were good Not even if death were good."
Dying here I defined as "deadline" may I? :p
cause i'm a type of deadline rusher, so forgive me my sleepy eyes.
and for the real dying : hidup dan matiku di tangan Tuhan.
"I've seen it all, I've seen the dark I've seen the brightness in one little spark. I've seen what I chose and I've seen what I need, And that is enough, to want more would be greed. I've seen what I was and I know what I'll be I've seen it all - there is no more to see!
You've seen it all and all you have seen You can always review on your own little screen The light and the dark, the big and the small Just keep in mind - you need no more at all You've seen what you were and know what you'll be You've seen it all - there is no more to see!"
Wohoo... I have seen "the massive shits are always happened" things,
I sometimes miss the moments, but I won't repeat. #huffff
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I
thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone
just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I
would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me
too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know
that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
Nah nah ini nih.. uda ditonton dr kapan tapi tetep stuck in my head.. spoiler gpp yakk :D
Dancer in the Dark (2000)
Ini yg maen s Bjork, disini ceritanya doi jd Selma, pekerja pabrik yg sering bgt daydreaming pas lg kerja (i feel you, Sel.. *akrab). yg bikin oke karna alur ceritanya memuncak bgt ampe ending. JEDANG! nonton sndiri deh yee akhirnya pegimanee.. yg bikin ekeu suka lg karna d film ini doi bawain salah satu lagu fav ogut, judulnya "I've Seen it All" yang liriknya Deep a.k.a Jeuro #pakeU. Nah pas doi bawain lagu itu juga pas adegan jeuro. Jadi cociks sekalee :)
Film yg nyeritain anak kecil yg emak bapaknya skip terus, saking ga punya temennya doi punya 4 kepala barbie yg ceritanya dianggep temen curmen ama dia dan digantelin di jari2 tangannya..uda gitu terakhir2nya dia tinggal brg ama (mayat) ayahnya, punya pacar om2 sakit yang merupakan simpenan tante2 sakit, makan selai basi, wah kacau bgt idup dia, kesian.
Synecdoche New York (2008)
sakit! ogut ntn film ini diulang 2x, pertamanya gak ngerti. tapi pas uda ngerti jd suka sekali ama film ini,,, adegan yang paling menyentuh pas s tokoh utamanya sedih tapi gak bisa nangis..gak bisanya karna doi sakit yg bikin matanya gabisa keluar air mata. Ripuh,lah.recommended sekali ini film... tp jgn ditonton pas lg deket2 deadline atau lagi putus cingtah yaaa...fufufufu
Jadi kemaren2an setelah sekian lama baru nemu Holga 120 GCFN ku, pas dicobain sedih bgt blitz nya udah gak nyala..pdhl 4 wrna blitznya tu yg bkin unyu dan gemesin. ahhhh... eyyyyy~ makanya klo punya barang jangan dianggurin bwee~ uda ruksak aja baru memblee....
pas udah ga ada baru kerasa.. sedih deh liat kemesraanku dengan blitz ini beberapa tahun kemarin...